HELLO OCTOBER
- Oct 9, 2020
- 2 min read
"If we believe that tomorrow will be better, we can bear the hardships today"
I am just digesting that we have reached the 3rd last month of 2020. Last year, I did the GRATATHON but I doubt I have the time for it this year. Thus, I am going to just pour out whatever feelings I have in this post about gratitude.
Work have been really tiring. Not forgetting other commitments like family and even Madrasah. Welllll, Madrasah's admin is not being really nice and easing up things for me. So, I just have to be patient about that. Time and time again, they have made it hard on us to even continue our studies. Also, I have no idea but it is such an easy task but some peopl just made it difficult for us. Another thing that is making difficult for me is my Malaysian supplier who hasn't refunded my money since February 2020. When I agreed to continue the production, not sure if it's a good idea, they haven't replied for days. It's been making me worried but nevertheless, I am just going to remind myself I need to chill and trust in the process and in Allah s.w.t of what's about to come.
WHEN I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP, I LOOK BACK AT THE PAST. It's just that gratitude feeling I feel in me. I once struggled to get a job. I once struggled and had no money. But here I am, alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. I have a job and I earn my own money. Maybe it is not much but I would try my very best to spend on whatever I NEED and save up the rest. I try my best not to complain though I am tired. N and I discussed and we plan to make our marriage happen in about 15 months time, In shaa Allah. This is if Allah s.w.t wills it to happen. Things are pretty tiring and rough now but in shaa Allah, all my hardwork, time and effort will pay off. Aamiin.
Just a short update but I will properly blog when I really have the time to. For now, it is me trying to solve all these problems and embracing tough times.
May Allah s.w.t. bless me with so much strength and may He provide ease to all my affiars. Aamiin. ♡
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