top of page
Fertilizers for Motivation

Never let people define who you are. Or tell you what you should be doing or your goals in life. You are you. You create your own dreams and chase them because dreams can be a reality. 

 

Comparing is a disease of the mind. Don't compare yourself to anyone. Just carry on at your own pace

You don't need attention and compliments to feel good about yourself. Being confident can make you happier. Happiness starts with you. 

Only focus on your goals. Don't be distracted by others. The only way to succeed is to focus on yourself and what is best for you.

Be kind. Be nice. Think good of others.

It makes a difference,

a good one.

HELLO NOVEMBER!

  • Nov 7, 2020
  • 3 min read

"Trust the wait..."

I ALWAYS ALWAYS plan to blog twice a month but I end up like blogging only once a month. But it's okay! I guess this post will be a somewhat long post of my update, how I feel etc.

  1. Madrasah

Lately I've been feeling the pressure and stress from different things. For one, it will be about madrasah. They have been increasing the fees for it and it makes no absolute sense to me. $50 for one hafalan retake is just UNREASONABLE and so many UNREASONABLE things happening like forking out more money to attend classes. I've also been super duper tired from work as work starts at 1pm now. CONCLUSION: I am going to quit madrasah. I know it's been my dream to finish it but sometimes I tell myself that some things are not meant for you. Something bigger will come and just be true to your religion and Allah s.w.t. That way, better things will come for you. There is no point tiring yourself out but at the end of the day, you are so focused at the wrong thing you forget about your basics - prayers etc. Also, don't push yourself till it affects your health.

2. Health Well, recently I've been getting frequent nosebleeds and some of them are quite heavy. 2 days ago I went to see the ENT dr at KTPH and he said there is a swollen blood vessel in my nose and he gave me silver nitrate. I have to come back every week for the next 4 weeks. Let's just hope there is nothing serious.


3. Work


Work have been OKAY. Just that there are a few annoying colleagues which just throws me under the bus every week. But I'll be patient and I am still so thankful for the fact that I can still pray at work and it is still flexible for me in some ways. Though tiring, I always remind myself that this rezeki is meant for me and if my rezeki is found somewhere else, Allah s.w.t will guide me. Aamiin. 4. Business Currently, I am frankly super stress about this because for one fact that Malaysia is under lockdown again and I can't like get my new collection tudung on time anytime soon. Which means I have to postpone everything again... Also, I've seen many businesses opening their own printed tudung brand and I just feel so challenged and insecure about the future. But then again I remind myself that IF THIS IS MY REZEKI, it will come to me. Allah s.w.t will make it easy for me. 5. Relationship I don't remember if I updated last post but N and I have decided to get married in 2022, in shaa Allah. That's a plan between only both of us but I pray that Allah s.w.t. will ease everything for us both. I still feel a bit jittery when it comes to having to find my father back. I really have this anxiety and panic attacks whenever I think about it because I DON'T KNOW what to expect and I kind of hate that kind of feelings.


WOW, I feel much better after blogging, alhamdulillah.. It's time to let go for now and priorities and put in effort for things which is more important to me.


May Allah s.w.t. bless us with so much strength and may He provide ease to all my affairs. Aamiin aamiin ya rabbal al-aamiin. ♡


thepinkrosette

 
 
 

Comments

Other blog posts:

© 2018 by The Pink Rosette 

bottom of page