What if I failed?
- Mar 15, 2019
- 2 min read
" Failure is only the opportunity to begin again, only this time more wisely"

I want to blog a very simple post today as my heart is still aching for those who lost their lives in such a cruel act. #PrayForChristChurch No one deserves to be losing a life like that especially by barbaric acts of such hais (no comments). There is no point on hating but I pray so much that those who have lost their lives will be blessed by Allah s.w.t and given peace in akhirat, aamiin.
I was taking a shower for 20 minutes yesterday. I don't really take long showers. Usually, it's at most 5 minutes. I needed a hot shower and I am planning to just chill and watch Netflix, put on face mask and yknow... N and I have been so stressed about baby CNQ. We want to push baby CNQ further but it is with risk and courage. It might be a total big step to success or it could be a big step to failure. However, I AM MENTALLY PREPARED. I am mentally prepared that if one day, CNQ fails, it is okay. It is okay that it isn't going to be what we aimed and planned for. Everything happens for a reason and I have to be accepting of that. I am already blessed with whatever we have done. Even though I am SUPER DUPER anxious of what will happen in the future, we have to put a lot of trust in Allah s.w.t and know that things will get into place at the right time. So chillax, do your very best and go with the flow. If I ever did become successful, I would give a huge pat on my back and tell myself to do better and work harder. Do not be complacent. If I ever failed, I would give myself the BIGGEST hug and say "it's okay". It's not the end of your life and there is so much more to be grateful for. Time to move on to something much better! There will be lots of opportunity coming your way. Just sit down, hold on tight as unexpected things will be coming my way. For now, I have to really really really motivate myself to do better every single time. Pray for me, xoxo.
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