Birthday Week
- Jan 29, 2019
- 2 min read
" You get there a little at a time,
not all at once..."

Things have been better and my birthday week have been a really relaxing and enjoyable week out. What a really GREAT GREAT GREAT way to end the month of January! Though the few days before my birthday was a huge emotional mess, I still got it through and it was just nice that people were sending me sweet birthday messages which really touched my heart and reminded me that I am important to them.
This year's birthday is super different from any other years. I lost many friends which means lesser friends to celebrate with and less present. BUUUUTTTTTT! I just realise that my 22nd birthday was much more so meaningful and simple. No expectations of expensive gifts but just the quality time with each other. I felt super duper blessed and happy!!! Why? Because these people are the ones I feel happy with and I feel like they really want to spend time with me and not for the sake of just meeting and hanging out for the 'gram.
There's just so little to say and I to reflect. I am just so thankful for whoever and whatever I have right now. I do not regret cutting people away from my life and keeping this circle a positive one because this week's birthday just proves that I just need these people in my life and I'm already so blessed. Alhamdulillah. Being 22 this year, I have no expectations of myself because I see myself venturing here and there. Taking a break from whatever that is happening for the past few years and really give myself time to think slowly on the things I would want to do. Let's just say that this year I will give myself a break and take things slowly...
For those having a hard time, remember that mental health is sooooooo important. No matter how stressful and busy you are, take some time and just relax and chill. I would also like to take advantage of this time to just you know, do whatever I want that makes me happy!
I just pray that being 22 and in 2019, I get to take a break and find things to motivate me to do better. Hopefully, if I have rested well, in years to come, things will get better and I am so ready to face more challenges with a stronger heart and mind. Aamiin aamiin! ♥
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